same effort

I pray that I would have a more secure sense of self. I know I have a lot of talents, I can sing well, I can cook well, I'm funny, I'm academically intelligent... but somehow I feel like I should always dim my light lest I hurt someone or make someone feel insecure/smaller, like my sister or...

I pray for a good woman to marry. I've been praying for a good woman to marry for many, many years. It seems all the relationships fizzle out. I'm 100% serious and desire a loving, thoughtful, intelligent and beautiful woman. I'm corresponding with women from the Ukraine, but I want these...