same dark place

I went back to the same dark place I was in quarantine, I have suicidal thoughts, I want to really hurt people that are close to me, I just graduated high school I can’t find a fucking job, I barely have money I be working under the table because Im undocumented it’s really horrible being...

GOD i'm praying that one day you will bring me out of this dark place that I have been in for so long. My faith has dwindled, my passion for church is no longer there, my safe place for you in my heart has been completely shattered. GOD what do I do with the broken pieces? I've tried giving...