regular lives

Heavenly Father please. If you are real if you love me at all after all this bullshit. You will take what remains are left of me and kill me now so these other people can have regular lives again and. If you do not do this now, I will know you never cared about me or loved me at all and may not...

I pray for good health, safety, wealth for my family and my self. Pray that the COVID end so everybody can go back to their regular lives.