real true boyfriend

Pls pray that I have a real true boyfriend I have never had one and I am in late 40s i need to give love and recieve love in terms of having a boyfriend(s) I do not want to marry now, do not want to marry my first boyfriend need to experience relationships first

I need a boyfriend(s) I do not want to be married at least not now and not to my first boyfriend It is time to have a real/true boyfriend