real shame

why bother praying any more? i have prayed for an unbelievably long time. no prayers answered to speak of. sick and tired hearing "god's timing" so much for praying as the bible says "pray with confidence, boldness, expecting to receive" thoughts for years of departing this earth have circled...

It's a shame.A real shame. I have an apartment to go to, yet I'm just as homeless as a homeless person because I I'm never there because I'm always out busy.Is there really much difference between me and a homeless person?