real me

I've been going through hardships for so long I don't even know what it is to 'hope' for. I've become very accustomed to suffering all the time. I don't even know how it would look like to come 'out' of this. How would I need to act? Who even am I? I don't even know. I do WANT to come out of it...

Thank you Jesus for everything you have given to me. Whenever I asked you gave it to me. Nirosha my girlfriend did forgive me after I lied and repented for it. I want to thank you for that Jesus. But still, she didn't trust me as she did too, so I know I made the mistake and I will never do it...

to have all my intelligence back, to have the real me back. to have a beautiful blessed life at college. very soon. to have full blown William Kelly in my veins, to blow p as a famous youtuber in Atlanta. DNA. to have my old brain. thinking, ways, perception back. to not be worried about...

God, Thank you for this day. God, Thank you for the father, the son, and the Holy Spirit in my life alway, my children’s life alway, my brothers and sisters life alway, my hellyans life alway, and my family members life alway and my friends life alway. God, Thank you. Jesus, I pray tonight for...

Dear lord God. Please give me the courage to follow my dreams I don't want to go back to who I was. I had enough of that life. I want you to wake up the real me in jesus name xx

I need to know who I am in Christ Jesus, I mean to discover the real me