real faith

Jesus I ask that you would give me faith in you and understanding. Awaken me and get rid of my spiritual blindness. Open my eyes to my sin, who you are and what you’ve done and give me unwavering genuine faith in my heart to believe it. Live in my heart Lord Jesus. I want a relationship with you...

Please pray for me as I am losing faith in God. My life is also not very good to me but I guess it's mainly my own fault. I know I don't deserve it but I'm regulary praying that God bless me somehow in my jobless, loveless, futureless, depressive and overall not so healthy life (not abusing...