rash behavior

Please Pray for this in the name of Jesus, Almighty God, For many years I tried to do everything for myself, not needing anyone, and ignoring my God too. Please God, please, I beseech Thee, spare me from this dreadful illness, please heal me fully, and allow me the chance to gain back the years...

Please Pray this in Jesus' name. Please Lord God, if it is Thy will, take your humble servant, your daughter, C Taylor to the past tonight, I grow more tired and weak. Please my Lord, I acted in a rash manner, and now I have no way to change my decision except through Thy Grace. Dear Lord...