pure way

Is there any way for me to revert to my previous self? I feel corrupted and like I’ve lost the purity and kindness of my soul. I fear I won’t be able to love in that pure way again. Can I be salvaged or am I done for? Is it possible at all? Please pray for me. I feel like killing myself.

In case you can't tell by my actions and words, I have many "mental head wounds".- I see things that may be untrue, or for all I know- may actually be very true. Who knows!-But, there are two truths I do know,- that heart sinking to the depts of my body, the feeling of deep sickly warmth that...