pure torture

Unfortunately, I'm getting the attitude that I just don't care anymore because for like 3 or 4 years I just keep trying and trying and trying and what I'm trying isn't working out. I get so excited when there's a window of possibility and then it doesn't work out. I'm not motivated to work like...

I have been going through six months of what I feel is pure torture. My doctors say I am in perfect health, yet inside I have pains, electrical feelings, feeling heavy like a weight is pressing on me. No one can give me an answer. I feel under attack and need help... please pray that god hears...