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Im in Swaziland i have a problem with my they are not employed but they are educated and they not married it gives me a problem coz their father died on 2016 everything is a mess Cat you pray for me please

I love Milind a lot.. We are having trust issues but never say to each other.. I don't know he truly loves me or not sometimes I feel he does and sometimes He ignores as if I am no one to him.. I just want him to realize whatever mistakes he makes and also that he hurts me.. Bt he never...