previous bullying

I don't know what to do. This is my 2nd year at my new high school. I'm ###. Within the last year I have been bullied so much. People tell me to kill myself. I've had this one guy body shame me so much and tell me he wanted to "crush my skull" and "hate crime" me every time he looked at my face...

I feel very dumped, abandoned, betrayed, and rejected. I am traumatized from previous bullying, disrespect, rejection. Pls heal me from these issues.