My sister died suddenly three months ago and I keep getting flashbacks to the night she died and her face as she was passing and it is torture! I hope and pray she heard me as I held her and told her how much I loved her. I am also feeling so guilty that I didn't look after as well as I should...
I am exhausted from struggling with painful physical illnesses along with mental illnesses which torture me 24/7 and make life unbearable. Also dealing with the sudden loss of my ###. She was my constant companion, friend and carer. I feel so alone without her. I need the resurrection power of...
I have been pleading with God for deliverance from the mental torture caused by a rare form of OCD which affects my sleep so I am exhausted. I also suffer from Generalised Anxiety Disorder. Medication isn't helping and I am frightened as can't live like this. I also have very painful physical...
I am desperately unhappy and exhausted after one trial after another for the past seven years.
The worst being the loss of my beloved sister two months ago.
We lived together and she was my best friend and carer as well as my sister.
I am really struggling without her and hate living on my...
After six years of one trial after the other (the worst being the sudden death of my sister two months ago) I am absolutely exhausted and so unhappy. I suffer from many very painful physical illnesses along with mental illness which stops me from getting out of the house to meet people. I feel...
I was cooking my dinner tonight and lost grip of a pan I was taking to the sink to drain and splashed boiling water over my face and hands.
I got a real fright and am still shaking.
I have been putting aloe vera gel on it.
I suffer from many painful physical illnesses along with anxiety...
It has only been a week and two days since my dear sister ### died suddenly.
I am really struggling as along with grieving for my sister I am dealing with mental and physical illnesses which makes getting sleep very difficult so I am really tired and today I have a sore throat.
Also there...
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My world has fallen apart as I have lost my best friend and sister ###
She was the kindest, sweetest and most unselfish person and didn't deserve to suffer.
Why did God take her from me? Whether I can't cope without her?
She helped me with my mental and physical illnesses.
My heart is...
My anxiety is really bad which is making my OCD much worse and also affecting my physical illnesses. Don't think all the stressful events and worrying about my sister ### is helping.😢 Father God my anxiety and OCD are overwhelming me and affecting my breathing. I am worn out from all the trials...
The mental torture caused by a type of OCD is getting unbearable to live with!😢 I really wish I could explain it but I am bombarded 24/7 with faces,names etc and my mind forces me to remember them and if I can't I have to search the internet etc. I have tried ignoring it but doesn't work. My...
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I am so afraid and honestly don't know how long I can carry on like this. My mental illnesses are REALLY scaring me and the physical illnesses are too hard to bear.
The future is a scary place right now 😔
Please Jesus if you don't help me soon I don't know what I will do. Please have mercy...
My mental health is getting even worse and I am so afraid. It is impossible to explain but I am in torment every single second and need it to stop!
It is badly affecting my physical illnesses.
The Bible says God didn't give us a spirit of fear but of power and of love and a sound mind.
Oh...
When my sister and I became disillusioned with religion (not God or Jesus) many years ago we turned to New Age practices such as crystals, spirit guides and moon rituals etc.
We then realised this was abhorrent to God and rid our house of everything to do with it.
We renounced it all and...
I really am sorry to keep asking for prayer but I honestly don't know how much longer I can wait for God to help me😢
My mental health issues are so scary and confusing and my physical illnesses are causing such pain.
I am desperate for Jesus to set me free from all this 🙏
I gave my life to Jesus many years ago and didn't expect that I would be happy every day and would go through trials but the trials have been horrendous and prolonged and I am exhausted from fighting. I am running on empty and can't fight any more
The physical illnesses are unbearable but the...
In the Bible God says "Call upon me in the day of trouble. I will deliver you and you will glorify me."
I have called upon Him so many times and others have kindly prayed for me to be delivered but instead I am getting worse.
I honestly don't know how much more I can take 😢
I am totally...
I am so sorry to post again but really need someone to "talk" to as my sister ### isn't well so can't keep burdening her. Worrying about her isn't helping. She is ### and I am so afraid of losing her 💔
As many of you, who have been so faithful in prayer, will know I have many illnesses both...
As many of you have been so faithful in praying for me will know I really struggle with both physical and mental illnesses.
The physical illnesses are easier for people to understand but the mental illnesses are so hard to describe. My mind literally tortures me every single second by...
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I am so sorry to sound self-pitying but I have been confined to bed for six years and my life really isn't worth living anymore 😢
The only time I got out of my room was to spend two months in hospital.
Although my physical illnesses are really difficult to live with, it is my mental...
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Oh my dear family in Christ I am sorry to burden you but I am so afraid and even doubting whether there is a God?😢 My sister ### and I have been crying out for healing for many years but there is just silence and we are getting worse so wondering whether He even hears our prayers. How do we know...