petty fighting

I HAVE LOST HOPE I HAVE LOST HOPE MY GOD MY GOD WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME.MY MOTHER IS ABUSING ME I HAVE NO STRENGTH TO CARE FOR MY EXTREMELY ILL GRANDMA SOMEOEN HELP ME I HAVE NOBODYI ASKED GOD LOR DI WANT TO DIE MAKE MY MOM SNAP OUT OF HER PETTY FIGHITNG!!