past 2 month

Praise the lord , Im dhanalakshmi my husband name Raji we have 2 children in past 2 month he did not have job .for some reason he left in old job ,he try many companies and attend many interviews but no use still we trying pls pray for us to get job soon we all living with my husband support...

I am i n a big debt of $500 which has been giving me sleepless nights and depression . Creditors call me daily. I have not been able to get a freelance job for the past 2 month now which made me borrow. I am thinking of suicide as I talk now as I have nothing to eat and no one wants to lend me...