pain disappointment

I don't trust God. I'm scared He'll lead me back to pain, disappointment and rejection. And although I know He is good, I truly don't believe He has anything good for me or would ever give me the desires of my heart. He blesses others but not me.... at least not with love and marriage. I don't...

Father, I feel stuck and paralyzed by my fear of pain, disappointment and the need to know. I plead and beg for You to please confirm my hope and belief that ### is my chosen spouse with peace and confidence or release me from the love, desire, dream, attachment immediately, close the door...

This prayer is from my husband William sr Our son and myself. We have been through a lot over the past 17 years. I'm trusting God to heal our family and our marriage from hurt pain disappointment being let down, manipulation dishonesty, trust issues, broken promises abandonment, lies, cheating...

Very very urgent lord please please please restore all every misery all every wasted years all every lonleyness singleness lateness in marriage all every dissappoitments all every critasism all every delay all every rejection all every sadness all every sorrow all every pain all every tears all...