ok God, apparently I'm wrong, and so is everyone else around me- how can you expect me to trust them God? I know you are not stupid, I know you are the least delusional deity out there, why would you push me to people so obviously abusive for help? so i can be the puppet? do you want that for me...
I really need to buy something before this week end. I really need it for my college and career. I have faith that I can buy that because of God, but I need help from other believer too.