original thoughts

please ask the lord to oversee the wisdom and memory of my ###, and that they have original thoughts and establish themselves in the earth fruitfully.

Under frustration, and in other cases not realizing certain things.I've said things a while back where I "wished for" certain things to happen, and spoke out against them not happening. What has happened is, I got the things I wanted, BUT they turned out to be not exactly as I wanted or expected...