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My wife left me on 2nd January 2023, i am left alone. Since 22 January i am very sick. It was a physical trauma, due to drinks, worries, stress, depression all in one, tobgirgrt ger memories. My heart is 27%, my pancreas is swelling, gall stones and sludge blockage is there. I lost 22 kgs of...