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I NEED TO KNOW IF THIS IS THE WILL OF GOD FOR ME. I THOUGHT THIS WISE AND MORE GRACEFUL TO MARRY AN AMERICAN BORN AGAIN BELLIEVER. I NEED TO BE ETERNALY AND HEVEANLY SECURED AND GUARANTEED FROM THE WIFE I NEED TO MARRY. I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD SEE SUCH A PERSON IN AFRICA OR ASIA. IF I AM RIGHT...