I am embarrassed to write this, but it is the truth and I am hurting and need help. I am so lonely it hurts. I am afraid I will always be alone. I had my chance when I was younger with lots of nice guys, specifically the love of my life, but I got on a medication and it really changed my...
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Help. I crave comfort. I sin endlessly and grieve God. What am I but a wretched soul. Someting despicable. I want to turn from God. Yet. I need Him. My natural instinct is to push away the one I love. I am a shameful creature.
