mustard seed faith

I am truly sorry to keep asking for prayer but I am so scared today.😢 My health is really deteriorating and I am in desperate need of healing but am afraid that me being afraid is a lack of faith so I won't be healed? This thought makes me so afraid 😢 I am also confused as some Christians say...

I am calling on thé pure and faithful to join faith with my mustard seed faith. yes mustard seed. i have sinned and indulged in impure thoughts and hateful thoughts. i have broken my vow severally that i am so ashamed. i no longer walk on thé straight and narrow path. i am ashamed. pray with me...

Father, thank You that You don’t expect me to have a great faith that never doubts. Thank You that You see my mustard seed faith and that it is enough to make anything impossible. I believe that as I mix my faith with Your promises that You will ignite great things. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.