misunderstanding coz

I'm Charles at 43 been living with my mother never knew my father they seperated probably of misunderstanding coz of that life has been unbearable. Have tried all but my hand reaches to nothing. Have no clue of my father. Mother doesn't want to talk about this coz probably she was not payed. So...

I'm Charles at 43 been living with my mother never knew my father they seperated probably of misunderstanding coz of that life has been unbearable. Have tried all but my hand reaches to nothing. Have no clue of my father. Mother doesn't want to talk about this coz probably she was not payed. So...