mental faculties

vindictiveness, fear of covid, unhygenic home, inability to move on, bitter and deep hatred changing my mental faculties, pray for lack of finance and being out of God's will and order. Please pray that I will read the word and have a soft heart not a hard heart.

Work again - I need to review a few contracts for about 2 pages of specific information, and my mind just won't do it. A court case depends on it. Please help. I'm losing my mental faculties on which I am dependent.