mature spirit

I am having near success syndrome.i have attended many business this year but no mature.spirit of promise and fall, disappointment.i need a breakthrough

Jesus Jesus Jesus please touch Cienna where she is right now. Please give her a mature spirit. Please give her a forgiving spirit. Allow her to release the grudge she has against her grandparents Rog & Marcel. Lord please remind Cienna to forgive as you have forgiven her. Jesus please this is...