madness blindness

Dear God, You have stricken me with madness, blindness, and astonishment of heart as a result of my disobedience. I do not know what to do. I cant even think straight hardly but to type this message. I am overwhelmed with calamity, Whomever reads this, I am saying that God has done this but I am...

I speak 🗣️ into existence I get help 🆘 from the state junior is happy today and everyone is happy that I'm back and trying to take down an impossible wall 🧱 that only God can do. I am redeemed my kids family that is a good thing innocents from the sword 🗡️⚔️ Deut 28 22. Iam redeemed from my kids...