love interests

God, get him out of my heart, out of my life, and make me asexual if you're not going to fix this. It's unfair to me that you keep giving me love interests and then anxiety so they never work out. I'd rather be dead at this point than face another heartbreak. So just fix me. Amen.

If God is going to keep bringing love interests into my life just to yank them away...if I'm only going to be brought love just to be misunderstood with no chance of explanation or mending broken connections..then I want "God" to make it stop and make me asexual. I never want to feel love for...

I would really appreciate it if one of my love interests felt the same way about me. However, I’m finding it challenging to connect with Asian men in this city who have crushes on me or show interest, even though I’m Asian myself. Ideally, I’m looking for someone from a Western background who is...