losing end

People, especially women, keep reminding me how I should keep being unequally yoked or be celibate indefinitely, because it is what I deserve as a Christian woman with a past. I can hope that someone comes to know Jesus in time who currently isn't born again. No strong in the Lord Christian man...

Something has to break this curse I'm under, where everything I try for blows up on me, and I remain on the losing end.and nothing works ,and there's even "catches" to the solutions to the problem.Others I observe have problems, but after a while they get out of it. Mine go on an on.,and like I...