long conversations

Father God Lord please hear my prayer for my ###. I miss him so so much and have never felt this way about losing a friend and lover. After years of an abusive marriage I healed and fell deep for his intelligence, talent, and stunningly handsome physique. He fell for me too but pulled away...

I thank God for Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. I know God works in his time and I respect that, I’m striving to wait patiently as God works on my ###. My ### keeps saying things that hurt me. He still thinks I’m the old me and I don’t like when he thinks like that. I can’t keep proving to him...