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I FEEL LIKE I MAY HAVE BLASPHEMED GOD BECAUSE I CANNOT PRAY AND READ HIS WORD AND LIVE HOLY FOR HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM. MY HEART IS COLD AND UNREPENTANT. CAN YOU PLEASE PRAY THAT GOD WILL TELL ME IF I HAVE BLASPHEMED HIM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. IM SO LUKEWARM IN MY PRAYER LIFE AND SEEKING GOD'S FACE AND READING. I TAKE MEDICINE FOR NEUROPATHY AND DIABETES AND IT MAKES ME SLEEPY. PLEASE IM DYING. I NEED TO STOP BEING ON MY PHONE SO MUCH. PLEASE PRAY THAT THE LORD WILL DELIVER ME FROM BEING ON MY PHONE AND JUST TO...