I don't know how exactly I ended up on this site but I desperately need prayer. I'm so, so mentally exhausted and really don't want to keep waking up and living life. I have no close friends, my college just feels like a prison cell, and I'm losing faith in God. I know I'm just another broken...
I feel unloved and unwanted by everyone, even my family, and it hurts me. I want to spend time with my family, and they don't want to spend time with me; they want to spend time with their own family. People have rejected me all my life, even people I talk to online; they rejected and ghosted...