I think I am having issues repenting and really turning away from sin and really trusting Jesus and just freely receiving the gospel because I am still acting the same. I have still been smoking weed off and on, having issues with watching stuff I shouldn't (porn), having judgemental thoughts...
I have had the word repent yelled at me in a condemning way or at least I have taken it. I have gotten so focused on repentance and trying to repent myself like Judas I feel like instead of receiving it from God as a gift and doing it from the heart. I have let it make me believe that I am not...
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I feel like I have not truly believed in Jesus by faith and I need prayer. I've been trying to and I feel like I'm a failure at it. I keep feeling condemned when I blow it. Especially sexual sin or judgemental thoughts. I keep saying the prayer Romans 10:9-10, but I feel that I haven't really...