job financial problems

Dear God, please forgive me right now i m helpless i did so many mistakes in life o was selfish and lie to many people who loves me and trust me undoubtedly. I need a job, financial problems and health issues. I also need money for the eye operations of my dad. I have to take care of my family...

Job financial problems everything is lost I don't know how can do suicide 😞 I lost my life 💔

Please pray for me job, financial problems and and my relationship