Pray that Father God will help me to have 8 hours of quality sleep, I can fall into deep sleep before 11pm, pray that Holy Angels will encamp around my apartment and bed, God will guide me and speak to me through dreams and visions. There are news that there will be internal war in my country...
Battling internal war with suicide and I am scared it's winning. I am afraid my kids will walk home from school and find me gone. Please pray for me as I think this was my destiny... maybe I was meant to die this way.