illuminate devil

Brethens am in a pathetic situation after loosing my job in March 2020 my entire family has left me alone cause of poverty, recently I thought of joining illuminate (devil worshipping,) but the holy spirit is warning me. Kindly suggest me with serious prayers

I want to increase myfaith in believing that God has brought us salvation right now am passing through hard times even I found myself thinking to Join illuminate (devil worshipping) brrthrens kindly support me with prayers