ill grandma someone

SOMEBODY PLEAS HELP ME I BEG YOU I LIVE IN POVERTY WIHT ABUSIV EMOTHER I AM VERY ILL WE CARE FOR VERY ILL GRANDMA. SOMEONE PELASE HELP I LOSING MY FAITH I BEG GOD DAY AND NIGHT FOR HELP TELL ME WHY DOESNT HE HELP,. I BEG HIM HELP LORD PLEASE HELP!!!!!