iffy situations

Dealing with alot of iffy situations ,walk the tightrope experiences,which take me way out of my comfort zone,and so my nerves are shot from it.Request is for things to smooth out.

Because of the instabity of life in the fallen world with iffy situations with uncertainty and unpredictablity some situations of which I have hanging over me I feel dread like who knows when what is going to happen..

If I wanted to see drama, twists and turns "iffy" situations, and uncertainty, I'd watch a soap opera. I don't need the drama in my own life.No more "curve balls" thrown at me.

With the situations looming over me, which have negative possibiliies,it's gotten so that I dread the next day coming.At night, and the first few hours in the morning before things start happening ,it's a "safe time", but when "prime time" comes, I dread that, because my "iffy situations" go...