hospital environment

I am so confused as to which job to take. Can I handle a hospital environment? What was the meaning of the knife cutting? Please give me wisdom and discernment in my confusion and clarify my confusion and clear all my doubts. Put it clear in my head on what to do. If part-time is only available...

Stuck, frustrated, and disgust was beginning to take a toll for the worse. The hospital environment was not making life any easier for him. The smells, sounds, and life ebbing away from people around him was depressing and disheartening, but he had no way out and no-one to help him as his mom...