horrible conditions

Feeling selfish asking for prayer with so many others with needs that exceeds mine...World is askew...horrible conditions...my world is upside down, too. I am afraid to pray. It seem what I pray for get answered in ways that make things worse than when I prayed. I keep wondering if god is...

Father God I come to you in the name of Jesus asking for forgiveness of my sins Lord please bless me to get out of this abusive relationship me and my kids are living in horrible conditions please bless me to get a three bedroom apartment and get away from this man it hurts to see my kids going...