heart attitude

I feel sorry for my husband. Why is he so mean? Why do I misunderstand him? Is he using me? Is he going to hurt me? Why does he treat me so bad? Please let him become self aware. Heal him from the demon who makes him turn his back against You. He cannot see You have always been there. Forgive me...

Please pray about my heart, additude, and life. Please pray God will speak to me about the issues I'm facing. Please pray in Jesus name amen