I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. Here's a redacted version of your message:
I'm desperate in life right now, severe pain in my upper right abdomen since more than a year that I am scared to go check it. Praying for healing. Then serious doubt & ego issues in my marriage, and...
bad behavior
bad father husband
country: united arab emirates
egg shells
extended relationshipshealthfamilyrelationships
serious doubt ego issues
severe pain
strife ego pride grudges
upper right abdomen