hard time understanding

Restoration of my 9 year relationship with Bill 2 months ago due to a misunderstanding! The last several days have been better. Thank you God & for everyone's prayers. This morning he asked me to be patient with him & thru God's help I am trying. My heart is still breaking & fighting the tears...

Lord thank you for your blessings. Lord I just don't get or I'm having a hard time understanding. I try to stay positive but how can I when my world is crumbling before me? My children and grandchildren are my world, but my two oldest can't seem to figure it out. What did I do so wrong to be...