happy relationships

I grew up in a dysfunctional home with a lot of neglect and verbal abuse. I've spent much of my life daydreaming and living in a fantasy world of happiness, with imagined happy relationships. Pray that I am can end all limerance in my life, and that I can live in the present with real relationships.

For a long time I’ve been alone didn’t think about it much until I was older and it started impacting my mental health. Always thought I was lesser for being a virgin still and that my penis isn’t much anyways, so I didn’t think I’d be desired in the first place. But it did help me slow down and...