habitual sinner

my life may or may not be in danger. there may be as many as three factions with reason to end me. the worst thing is i don't know. i'm in the dark and afraid to leave home. i can't clear my name. i can't talk to anyone. i can only pray. i live a sinful life because i can't stand to be sober and...

i live a comfortable life. by all outward appearances i am healthy. there is no excuse for the position my life is in. i did this to myself. By the grace of God and family, I am not living on the street. I am as useless as they come. I have no education, no job experience, no life experience, no...