groundwork

God- you give me so many blessings, and so many bricks, the groundwork for all my heart desires- I know they can and will come to me. But I am a weak spined fool. And I cause hurt out of my own unresolved hurt and stay in habits that slow me down and keep me low despite better choices that can...

Someone I'm close to believes in God as the groundwork, which kind of surprised me, but now i want to show her God the right way. For success in doing this.."God is not willing that any should perish, but that all should attain to repentence."

I'm starting to lay groundwork for something that looks like I'll have to do, which is not my first choice. Has potential to cause "headaches", so the request is that it goes along smoothly,without the "headaches", and is more favorable to me than I anticipate.