I wrote before that I was living an atheist life until Jesus took me into his kingdom. I was raised in Islamic traditions because I was born and lived in Turkey, but I never felt like a Muslim. I am lucky that I have never suffered much in my life. I lost my loved ones, but I somehow managed to...
I wish there was no night. My greatest pain is in the night. The pain I go through at night is compared to piercing my body with a red hot iron.
I pray to God everyday for mercy. The pain is too much. It is 12:50am. Tears have filled my eyes.
Painkiller does not help again.
Pray for me
Pray...