good trucking job

Feeling stressed about my unemployment and unpaid bills. I went to the post office and signed for my certified mail. Sure enough, it was our mortgage company serving a 30 day legal notice. I'm tired of waiting and wondering where I'm going to work. I've applied for several decent trucking jobs...

Feels like I'm under a financial curse... I'm trying to stay positive and continue to pray to God, but I seriously just want to stop praying and stop believing. I've been trusting in God's plan and will for my life since I left an employer in November. All that has happened since then is one...

Trying to shake this hopeless feeling... I'm back to searching and applying for a good trucking job. I've already heard back from FedEx. They've already filled the position that I applied for. I'm lost and don't know where to apply or where I'll be working. I've never had such a hard time...