good motherly figure

Men took advantage of me and my weakness in the past and I feel like I won’t be a good mother. How can I cleanse myself and be born a new as a good motherly figure?

Lord, please, may my Tia ### be supportive of me and protective. May she understand my side of my things when ### doesn't..especially during this time of pregnancy...May my Tia be a good motherly figure infront of me and behind my back.in Jesus name I pray, Amen.