ABBA FATHER LORD JESUS CHRIST I HUMBLY BESEECH THEE BOTH IVE ABUSED AGAIN, FACE , NECK, ARM. THE ABUSER HATES ME. HE HAS NO REMORSE, NO TEARS, YET I CRY IN DESPERATION FOR ME AND AJAY, LUKIE, PEPPE AND FISHES. ENOUGH, ENOUGH. I CANT DO IT ANYMORE. MY BABIES MENTIONED ABOVE IS ALL I HAVE. TIME...
Since 2 days I am not dreaming good.
Today morning I dreamt that
Blood is coming out of my mouth
Then I am very much worried about my kids and Rakhi
Then I saw blood Clots are being vomited from my mouth
The dream was very painful and full of sorrow
3 fishes in my Aquarium died when I...