financial redemption

May God grant me financial redemption and blessings for my career, profession and academics.

my financial situation is thw worst i just cant seem to save nor pay bills... therefore my daughter suffers... everyday am broke although i work.. i have been a liar a cheat ,smoker,drinker... lust alot... i really need financial redemption. and an oil rig job its my dream... and i can feel evil...